When
I became a scientist……
As I was opening another pocket museum, watched
by a room full of K students, a boy put up his hand. “Are you a scientist?” he
asked.
“I sure am,” I replied.
He looked at me and
said, “UM, do you have to be old to be a scientist?’
I smiled……….”Nope,” I said, “ I can, though,
remember the day I became a scientist.”
And here’s my story on how and when it happened.
Me, Grandma Paull, Mum,
Dad, and my two brothers, Jimmie and Charles, lived near the sea. Our small council
house in Gwavas Estate overlooked Newlyn Harbour, Lariggan Beach, and the
beautiful Mounts Bay.
Family walks, either to the
country lanes or down the steep hill to the nearby seaside, in the spring,
summer, and autumn, were the highlight of my childhood. Sometimes, after the
Sunday meat and potato pasty dinner, washed down with a cup of hot, steaming
tea, Mum would put a snack in her big bag and the family would put on its
wellies and head for Lariggan Beach.
If the tide was out, we’d
first look to see what had been washed up on the beach, then stare into the
rock pools, hoping to see a tiny red and blue crab scuttling under the dark
brown weed. Then, we’d collect some smooth pebbles.
We’d look for those shaped
like a heart, or, even better, those with a vein of milky-white quartz running
through them.
They were special. Mum said they were special
because they were wishing rocks.
Finding a wishing rock made
me feel good. I’d pick it up, hold it in my hand, and slowly wrap my
fingers around it.
When the pebble felt warm,
I closed my eyes and thought about someone very dear to me………… and then send
that person a very special wish.
Then, slowly, with a smile, I uncurled my
fingers, knowing that a special person, somewhere, suddenly felt a warm shiver
down the spine, just as he or she got my loving thoughts.
Of course, I always sent my very best wishes to
my mum and to my dad.
As we walked around the
beach, we gave Mum the best wishing rocks we found and she put them in a tin in
her big bag.
Later, when we were home
tucking into bread and treacle sandwiches, Mum put the very, very best wishing
rocks in a old, cracked green glass jar that stood on the mantlepiece. The
others were to be taken back to the beach the next time we went for an afternoon
walk.
On the day of my fifth
birthday, Monday, July 14, 1947, a week before we broke up for the summer
holiday, I was really surprised when my Dad, not my Grandma, met me at the end
of the school day. Dad had never picked me up from school before.
He was in his driver’s
uniform so I knew he’d come straight from work. My stomach turned over – was
something wrong? Was Grandma ill?
Standing by the iron fence,
Dad smiled and said we were going hunting for pebbles on Lariggan Beach.
Just my Dad and me.
Pebbling. On Lariggan Beach. After school. On my birthday. Could it get any
better than that? I felt so special, and knew in my bones that something
magical was about to happen. It was, after all, my very special 5th birthday treat.
And what a memorable
lifetime treat it turned out to be.
The sky was bright blue,
and the sun a shimmering yellow. St. Michael’s Mount, way off in the distance,
looked very majestic, its fairy-tale castle catching the late afternoon sun
setting behind the distant Mousehole granite cliffs. The tide was out and the
smooth, black and grey and white pebbles were wet and shiny. As the greeny-blue
water lapped back and forth, herring gulls squawked and squabbled as they
looked for food scraps. We stepped over the pebbles, avoiding the slimy brown
and yellow strips of seaweed. Dad reached in his pocket and brought out two of
his OLD HOLBORN tobacco tins.
“Here,” he said, giving me one, “take this treasure
tin and fill it. Just wishing rocks, mind you.” With a broad smile and a
knowing twinkle in his eye, he said, “Bet I fill mine first.”
The competition was on. We
walked along the seashore, stepping over the brown sticky seaweed, and we
looked and we touched and we talked and we collected. The beach pebbles were so
endearing, small, round, smooth, and warmed by the afternoon sun.
Soon my tin was full of wishing
rocks and heart-shaped pebbles, and, yes, I beat my dad. My tin was filled
before his! “OK, you win! Now it’s time to go, “ he said.
Just as we were leaving, I
spotted something different. There, lying with all the other pebbles was a
bright yellow object. It didn’t look like any of the other pebbles. It was so
different, more like a small slice of pineapple.
Whatever was it? It stared
up at me, wanting, I felt, badly to be picked up, wanting to be touched and
admired. By me! And that’s what I did. I bent over, touched it, picked it up,
and held it in the palm of my hand. It was lighter than a pebble. It was a
magical moment. Wide-eyed, I showed my Dad. Because I knew he knew everything,
I asked:“What’s this, Dad?” He
looked down at it, smiled, and then, half-closing his eyes, frowned. Dad had no
idea what I’d found. “Dunno. Never seen that before. Good, though, in’t it?”
I thought that was really
funny, because I knew he had seen everything there was to see. I couldn’t
believe that Dad had never ever seen anything like the yellow stone before –
and he’d been to the beach over a thousand times in his life. But Dad did know
it was different, and, therefore, very, very special. “Take it home, “ he
said, “and show your ma. She’ll know.”
I stared at my
orangey-yellow, rock-like, magical find. It looked soft. Not wanting to
scratch it, I wrapped it up in my white hanky and put it in the other pocket –
it didn’t seem right to put such a special rock in the OLD HOLBORN tin with the
other pebbles I’d found.
Dad took my hand and we
made our way back up Chywoone Hill. As I walked up the very steep hill, I kept
feeling the Old Holborn tin in one pocket, and checking the lumpy hanky
in the other. I KNEW I’d found something very special. I KNEW it was lying on
the beach waiting for me to come along and find it. It was something that I
KNEW belonged just to me – and would, forever. I KNEW it was a special day. I
was excited! My discovery made my head glow.
When we reached 17,
Trevarveneth Crescent, I skipped up the back garden path, past the three
gooseberry bushes (planted by Dad, one for Jimmie, one for Charles, and one for
me), pushed opened the glass door, and ran straight into the kitchen. Mum and
Grandma were standing by the white enameled cooker, waiting for the kettle to
boil. Beside myself with excitement, I shouted, “Mum, Mum, Grandma, I beat
Dad. Filled my tin first. And…….see what I found. It’s brilliant!”
I took out my OLD HOLBORN
tin and showed them what I’d collected on the beach. ‘And look at this,”
I said, as I unwrapped my hanky. I knew then by the look on Mum’s and Grandma’s
faces that the yellow rock I had found was special. And I found it on my birthday,
too.
“What a birthday surprise.” said Grandma. Mum looked at it again,
sitting in the palm of my hand. “THAT beautiful yellow rock was waiting for
you, Johnny,” she said, “just for you. I don’t know what it is……...but,
it’s a treasure. A real treasure. Put it in one of your OXO treasure tins,
Johnny, and keep it there, forever. Forever. You hear me? Forever and a day.”
I squeezed my treasure tightly
in my hand and took it into the kitchen. I had never held such treasure before.
I turned on the hot water tap and washed off the grainy sand with hand
soap, dried my special rock with newspaper, stroked it, and looked at it again.
I put it on the dinner
table, next to my birthday tea treats - the big blue and white plate of bread
splits, a jar of jam, Cornish cream, and yellow saffron buns. When I went
upstairs to bed, I put the treasure into an OXO tin which already had my
favorite wishing rock inside, slipped it under my pillow, curled my fingers
around it, and, slept with a smile on my face. I fell asleep. What a birthday
it had been.
As I dressed in the
morning, I put the small OXO tin inside my left-hand trouser pocket, next to my
favorite small seashell, to take to school to show my teacher, Miss Harvey. Mum
said she’d know what the rock was because teachers know everything!
Dad reminded me as I went
out the door with Grandma. “Got your yellow rock for your teacher, Johnny?
Don’t forget it. You know what your ma said. Got your dinner, them OXO cubes,
too?”
I couldn’t wait to get to
school to show Miss Harvey. Even before all the boys sat in their seats, I was
standing by her tall desk, the OXO treasure tin in my hand, spluttering,
“Miss Harvey, Miss Harvey, see what I found! I found it on the beach, after
school, yesterday. You know, next to the harbor wall. Went there with my dad.
You know, when the tide was out, when you can see what the tide brought in.”
Every word came out in a rush.
As Miss Harvey looked
inside my scratched OXO tin, her eyes widened when she saw the wishing rock and
the yellow stone.!
Mum was right! Miss Harvey
did know what I’d found!
It wasn’t, apparently a
rock at all. It was ancient fossilized tree resin, and, she said, it was called
amber. Miss Harvey knew that amber was millions of years old and came
from the inside of trees.
Resin? Fossilized? Amber?
Ancient? What beautiful words, I thought. I rolled the words around in my head.
Resin. Fossilized. Amber, amber.
Miss Harvey held my
beautiful amber in her hand, smiled, looked down at me through her glasses that
balanced on the end of her sharp nose, and said loudly, so everyone in class
could hear, that it had come from a far-off country. It had probably been washed
ashore after a long, long trip in the sea. “And Johnny Paull was lucky
enough to find it.”
Miss Harvey held my golden
amber in her hand, smiled, looked down at me through her wire glasses that
balanced on the end of her sharp nose, and said loudly, so everyone in class
could hear, “THIS is amber…..it’s fossil tree sap………it’s been washed ashore
after a long, long trip in the sea. Johnny Paull found it.”
Miss Harvey handed the
amber back to me and then wrote the word A M B E R on the board. “Show it to
everyone, pass it around.” Miss Harvey said. “Share it – that’s what
scientists do. And, Johnny Paull, you’re a real scientist!”
What’s a scientist,
I wondered? Is that something dead good? It sure made me feel good.
My head glowed. It was on
fire. I was a scientist – whatever that meant!
But, that was it. I was
hooked. I’ve been a scientist - and a treasure tin
collector - ever since, thanks to my mum and dad and my super, duper teacher, Miss
Harvey, who knew just about everything! She really set me on the right track!!
Thank you, thank you, Miss Harvey!
My, oh, my, what a difference a teacher makes!
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